Push Pins on a Spatiotemporal Map

Markers and snapshots of my progress across the territory

Delicate warming

Blind, chasing light

Fantasy and longing

And yet, for a dream of her attentive eye, you’d throw so many other dreams away

Rabbit tracks in the fresh snow

She was an idea junky with esoteric, refined knowledge

Blooming in my bloodstream

The loneliness engine

The impulse travels and the hand grabs

Expand your abilities on the periphery

Deadzones and dirtmaps

We exchanged exquisite glances and my cynicism died a little bit

Do You Remember?

Of course you do.

Chronal oasis

Potential ideals

Casting spells over email

Ladybug exits

Neglect signalling

Unity of intersecting light paths

More markers, more guides

Hormonal raceway

Cooling the hot lens

Extending the feeling indefinitely

The distant whisper of ancestry

The only goon in the room

Intentional alienation

Soft digital rejections

A playful essence

Tugging at the edges of personality’s shrinkwrap

Memories of a smile

Slippery Digits

Am I dreaming right now? Are you dreaming right now?

General elations

Manning the valve of perception

Soul capacitor

Living off of fumes

Gradient destinations in time

Reframing dread into a dance with anticipation

Calibrate your instrumentation

Witnesses on the other side

Becoming the Observer

Deposit slip from the Bank of Reality

Washing Up on Gelatin Coasts

I traded my map for instinct

How many roentgens, then?

Feeding the lion

Eyes dancing across one another in the listening booth

Don’t let him get his hopes up

Too-easily satisfied with theory

Touching delicate fingertips

The attraction matrix

Razor blades on fire

Fear and avoidance

Now accepting attention

Hidden knowledge and secret power

Vapor at the gates of the romantic void

Missing – but not missed – grudges

Spectral Threads

Loosening and fraying…

Paint chips floating on the surface of the lake

Intrepid attempts at joy

Unforgettable tactics

Stacking regimens

Natural lift

Piano gangs

I saw it and it didn’t matter

Localized reality

Chordal vision

P.D. Ouspensky as Jack Parsons

Starting a Fire in the Open Warehouse

Some kindling:

Crunch sunset

All pics from 2018

Chanting a spell

Soft aftershocks

More fuel for the flames from which to feed

Entropy Entropy Entropy Slack Slack Slack

Listening to air shifting in a room

Afternoon tea in the morning

Digital ceramics with digital glaze

A limerant virus

Outtakes with extra shapes

Reverse-engineering human purpose

A brisk dew alights the gentle gusts

Meeting Ivan Osokin in the mirror

Hello again, The Ache

Floating in the warm currents


Chopping thoughts up on a mirror:

Re-entry from anxiety space

Tired of Burroughs’ bronx cheers

Frequency dive-bombing

Meeting at the base of Magic Mountain

Curious side-effects

“The Map is not the Territory”

2010 again

Loosening knots

A mind built for limerance

Focal windows

You were there with wet hair

Questioning the oldest, most fundamental assumptions

Waiting until the record ends

Time to drift off-world

Perceptual origami made from the loveliest paper

Mental Confetti

Streamer scraps I cleaned up off of the floor over the past week:

Bypassing that circuit of distraction

The language of insight

Slovenian sea salt

Drinking goal repellant

Physical tendencies

I got quite a bit out of it despite not liking it very much

Standing in front of your only source of light

It will have its uses in time

Body language confirmation bias

We twisted the knife together

Scheduled delays

Caught up in a turbulent wake

Today is yesterday is tomorrow

Totally not worth it for a fancy bust

Excitement cultivation

There is no assurance at all

Fun budget

Some external fount of wisdom that occasionally leaks brilliance into one’s skull

The drone’s unfettered access to queen bees

The oars of intention and perseverance

Babylon’s 7-day week

Massively comforting and thrilling at the same time

Long-term and low-yield but more effective than you’d think

The shared agreeance on a common perception

Maybe not much but a net positive for sure

Casting a net into the ocean of the mind

Delicious intricacies

Psychic Modulation

A handful of psychic modulators tossed in a bag:

Flatter and flatter, faster and faster

Separate or reinstate

Occult diseases that occur at high altitude

Sowing magnetic fields

The caged tiger

It just felt like a fact – a constant

The Dyad and the Demiurge

Letting go of the edge of the pool

Hunting life

Psychic callus

“Not just eternity, but infinity”

All caps, one at a time

It was ridiculous and fantastic

Waking the driver asleep at the wheel

Enjoying the distraction while returning to purpose

“The unmoved movers, if they were anywhere, were said to fill the outer void, beyond the sphere of fixed stars”

Wading in warm tides

Crude solutions


Super-floaty dream texting

I continued to return to the visualizations


A few mildly-interesting shells I found over the past week of early morning walks along the beach of thought.

A shirt with “Faith in Nothing” across the front

Inverted dirt maps

We ate all the spices and left

Expanding the Crème Brûlée Windowing Function

Probably the last time

The collection of castoffs and false starts

Blind bull of emotion

“You’ll be so much less interesting when you burn all of that intensity out.”

Second-guessing the machine

Thirst recognition amidst systemic dehydration

Made for pussyfooting

The gold beneath the dirt of the path